so sorry if i got your hopes up, no, hes not checking in on you people, i just think if your reading his journals right now, then you need to get over it..... look im sorry i havent changeed anything sooner, and im sorry if this isnt my spot to be writting in... but..... ((well...it kinda is,.....)) i just want you all to stop worrying about it... im sure he misses you all just as much and believe me, im sure he didnt want you all coming back to read the same journals and remembering how uber emo he was... cant you think of the good times?? dressing him up and dragging him around target? taking him when i got my haircut, just to see him act like he was gay? his music? i remember everyone so happy when it came to him, and now your all just withering into nothing, just please stop.... you know for all you know he could be watching down on us, i dont think he wanted us to look like this.... lets not think of him as gone, gone feels so empty.... hes there in your heart, in spirit and soul, and you guys need to understand that,...... i love you guys and im sorry if this is killing you..... i wont do it again...



im not going to ease this account. i might be on to update stuff